Description
The determining time period; aftermath; resolution, of a sort; suspicions; a revelation; recap of a terrible period of time; correlating my past life; an interesting aside; nuncene amat, vel umquamme amavit; a missing faculty; two perilous charateristcs; can ''heartless'' pity be real?; grief; solitude; learning; values manifested during military service; interactions with others; art as an early outlet; religion; a perhaps dangerous characteristic; the upshot of this self-discovery; forsan alias amabit; the emotional deficit; auto-compensating?; retrospect; what I have tried to do here.